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My trans situation, donation link

Recently, two big things have happened, my health has improved and I had a moment of gender euphoria.
I saw my femmed up face and it felt like *me*. And it's the first time I have ever felt that.

I need HRT, am progressing on getting a clinic referal, but in the UK those can take years. Any money will help me get on HRT sooner, and smooth my transition out.

My dream is to help someone else have this feeling one day.

gf took a bad picture of the cat. it's the best cat picture ever taken

Thank you so so much to everyone's who's been donating so we can eat <3 It's amazing how calm and less ill I feel on a full belly

Me and Tess really need to buy some groceries and sanitary products, if anyone could spare some coin we have a few options:

Our paypal:

My ko-fi (and you can request me to draw something, I'd love to as a way of thanks!):

Or you can subscribe to our patreon if you're into games and game dev:

I am tired and quite hungry which means delirium posting may happen. Be warned.

you miss NaN% of the shots you don't take

I wonder if there are jobs like short maths / physics / code checking or problems? Health not great enough for full time stuff but it's good to have my brain functioning again.

my email is diffractie @ if anyone actually has those sorts of things they need doing.

Every one of my posts has an implicit "Is this anything?" after it.

I'm in a weird mix of being okay yet crumbly, and hopefull yet sad and motivated yet exhausted.

We would very much like to be able to have our cake and eat it.
It would solve a lot of our food troubles.

Don't reduce humanity to "Good" and "Bad".

Think of humanity in terms of "Poster" and "Landlord"

My wifi now reaches all the way down the street, past the estate and into the woods and you can bet your fkin ass I'm going to be changing the name to weird shit every week

Morgan: I will kill and bite and kill you all death comes in the form of me
Also Morgan: ;~; this sphagetti too hot

I step away from my PC for 15 minutes and come back to everyone having terrible opinions about pasta.

Also their FAQ stating that Reddit is a "great source of ethically questionable situations." which yeah.

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I want to dunk on delphi but it's like "Guesses how the average american would judge something" and tbh yeah I'd believe it.

Getting a new dating sim game and finding out it's just a lot of testing stuff for C-14.

nerd programming shit 

I try and do object oriented stuff and learn to do it well and yet every time I reiterate something I just end up removing a class.

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nerd programming shit 

I think I'm a functional programmer at heart, I should just learn FORTRAN and make a game in that instead. At least that would get me nerd cred.

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Messy Tessy's choices:


sparkle sparkle, bitches